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randy_byers) wrote2010-01-20 03:42 pm
randy_byers) wrote2010-01-20 03:42 pm
Poetisexual
It strikes me that perhaps what I want from a girlfriend is less a lover or a companion or a partner than a muse. I want someone who inspires me to write the best that I can. That's something that Sharee was very good for, even after we stopped being a couple, but I need a new muse. Which amongst other things means I need new passwords.
This is part of a recent reflection that I'm still digesting my experience with Sharee last year and will probably never really understand it, but at least I got a good fanzine article out of it.
Cf. also Hazel, who was only ever a muse, never a girlfriend -- but ten years a muse.
Muses are less messy than lovers, and Ramdu abhors a mess, unlike Nature.
This is part of a recent reflection that I'm still digesting my experience with Sharee last year and will probably never really understand it, but at least I got a good fanzine article out of it.
Cf. also Hazel, who was only ever a muse, never a girlfriend -- but ten years a muse.
Muses are less messy than lovers, and Ramdu abhors a mess, unlike Nature.