A splendid golden vacuity
Sep. 27th, 2006 08:56 pmHowever, it did not matter. The girl handed me the cup, and I put my lips to it. The first taste was bitter and acrid, like the liquor of long-steeped wood. At the second taste a shiver of pleasure ran through me, and I opened my eyes and stared hard. The third taste grossness and heaviness and chagrin dropped from my heart; all the complexion of Providence altered in a flash, and a stupid, irresistible joy, unreasoning, uncontrollable took possession of my fibre. I sank upon a mossy bank and, lolling my head, beamed idiotically on the lolling Martians all about me. How long I was like that I cannot say. The heavy minutes of sodden contentment slipped by unnoticed, unnumbered, till presently I felt the touch of a wine-cup at my lips again, and drinking of another liquor dullness vanished from my mind, my eyes cleared, my heart throbbed; a fantastic gaiety seized upon my limbs; I bounded to my feet, and seizing An's two hands in mine, swung that damsel round in a giddy dance, capering as never dancer danced before, till spent and weary I sank down again from sheer lack of breath, and only knew thereafter that An was sitting by me saying, "Drink! drink stranger, drink and forget!" and as a third time a cup was pressed to my lips, aches and pleasures, stupidness and joy, life itself, seemed slipping away into a splendid golden vacuity, a hazy episode of unconscious Elysium, indefinite, and unfathomable.
--Edwin L. Arnold, Gullivar of Mars, a.k.a. Lieut. Gullivar Jones: His Vacation (1905)
(It strikes me so far -- four chapters in -- that Moorcock revisited some aspects of this novel in Dancers at the End of Time, but with more sympathy for decadence.)
--Edwin L. Arnold, Gullivar of Mars, a.k.a. Lieut. Gullivar Jones: His Vacation (1905)
(It strikes me so far -- four chapters in -- that Moorcock revisited some aspects of this novel in Dancers at the End of Time, but with more sympathy for decadence.)